Well, who knows if it was exactly 20 years. I certainly can’t remember! I do know that my interest in women wrestling began in the mid-1980s and towards the end of that decade I became aware of the existence of mixed wrestling. Some of you youngsters may find it difficult to understand how we could exist before the internet, but we made it somehow. While WWF (now WWE) was popular, both female and mixed wrestling was the subject of obscure magazines and small ads. I’ll devote a future blog or two to that topic. Throughout the 1990s I got myself on various mailing lists and bought a few mixed wrestling videotapes (yes, VHS). All good stuff, but I never dreamed that one day I might participate in this fabulous activity. But then. In 2001, I saw an advert for a new documentary film called Highway Amazon. It featured the gorgeous female bodybuilder, Christine Fetzer. The film followed Christine traveling the country wrestling men in hotel rooms and doing muscle worship sessions. OMG. I immediately sent off for a copy of the video. Christine had won several body-building competitions, her first being the 1995 Virginia Classic (Woman's Heavyweight division), and appeared in many body-building magazines. And here she was on video, exercising, showing off her muscles, and smiling into the camera while expressing innocent surprise that anyone would enjoy being crushed between her massive quads! Anyway, I’m pretty sure it was sometime in 2002 when I got the news that Christine Fetzer would be traveling to Detroit (where I was living at the time) to offer wrestling sessions! Can’t remember exactly how - I think it was through email because we didn’t have mobile phones then either – but I booked my very first session in a local hotel. To be continued…

Last night I watched the film Dead Poets Society. I’d seen it before, a long time ago, and I enjoyed it again. It got me thinking about why I do what I do, setting up LOG Wrestling. What is the famous line from Dead Poets Society? “Seize the day, boys. Make your lives extraordinary.” The theme of the film is to encourage everyone to make the most of their lives. In December last year I was admitted to hospital with impending heart failure. On New Year’s Eve I underwent open heart surgery. I’m now feeling fit and well but I’m acutely aware that I may not have made it into 2022. But I did. So, no more buggering about being afraid to do what I want to do. Let me let you into a secret that you may not want to acknowledge. You’re going to die. We all are. Maybe in fifty years. Maybe tomorrow. We only have a short time here so let’s make the most of it! So what the fuck are you waiting for? Do the things that you dream about. Make a bucket list and start completing your goals. If you want to wrestle with a beautiful lady then do it. If you can’t make that step just yet then buy a clip or send her a tribute. Take action on something that makes you feel good. I did. And I’m so glad I did. At the opening of Dead Poet Society meetings, a quote from Henry David Thoreau is read out: "I went to the woods because I wanted to live deliberately. I wanted to live deep and suck out all the marrow of life. To put to rout all that was not life; and not, when I had come to die, discover that I had not lived." Carpe Diem.

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Shooting some exciting new clips with beautiful Lucy Gresty tomorrow. What will we get up to? What sort of content would compel you to buy a clip? I’m going to enjoy the whole time I spend with Lucy because she is so lovely and also a wonderful professional model, but I’m always interested in suggestions and preferences. Wrestling or fantasy scenarios? Both will always involve plenty of scissors and smothering. Stockings and suspenders or tights or bare legs? Black, white, or other colour nylon hosiery? Satin or cotton, panties or thongs? The options are many. I’d really like to find the niches that Lucy’s serious fans are really looking for. Unless you give me some direct feedback, I’ll just carry on doing what I like and hope it’s popular with others! Of course, I’m aware that many followers are only interested in free stuff, so I am influenced most by sales figures. This year it turns out that my top ten selling clips by volume are all either mat wrestling or ‘A Session With…’ and then fantasy clips take 9 of the next 10 slots! Further analysis shows that two of the fantasy clips make it into the top ten when ranked by revenue, because they tend to be longer clips and therefore higher in price. So, I think we are going to go a few rounds on the mats tomorrow, and also have fun making a couple of longer fantasy scenarios. There’s an email button at the bottom of each page so feel free to let me know your dream scenarios with Lucy or any other lady wrestler and I’ll see if I can bring it to life.

This weekend was all set up for filming clips with new models. Saturday was scheduled for noon at my home studio and I had agreed to travel on Sunday morning for a shoot a couple of hours away. So I spend Saturday morning setting up the cameras and lights in my little studio and doing a bit of cleaning around the house while mentally preparing to explain the concept of my site to a new model and working out some scenarios that I thought would be suitable for her. Clock turns 12:00 and I try not to look out the window for a car pulling on to the drive. 12:15 arrives. 12:30. Nothing. 12:45 send polite text. 2pm another more direct text. 3pm the reply comes - she has been unwell this morning. Now I'm fine with that, but I could have got on with other things had I known 5 hours earlier. So now we're looking to reschedule for next month. Send a note confirming times etc for the Sunday shoot. Reply comes back - not feeling well, may have to postpone, followed by detailed descriptions of the symptoms, most of which involve dashing to the loo. Another rescheduling to figure into next month's plans. So with all this extra time that I wasn't expecting, I jumped into a project I've had on the back burner since June. A LOGW website. And here you are now reading what is really my first blog. Now I just have to figure out how to get rid of those palm trees. Or maybe I'll keep them for now...